Hey bro. Sorry to hear your ish got jacked. 206.388.6462. You’ll want that number in 7 years. I still got your momz number in my head… ha ha. Miss ya lots. Hope you’re good good.
my momz number?!!?
i saved u
You kinda did. ..
Yeah I told you I was going to call her and tell her if you were being naughty.. ha ha.
oh yea i remmebr that !!
How’s life these days
hows ur life
It’s motionless…seemingly. what of your big dreams to entertain?.are you still working on that wave
motionless describes me right now
but not for long
I feel my energy is on its way, but.I can’t quite grasp it yet
I think about how much life you breathed into me, frequently. I haven’t forgotten.
i search for that too
It’s worth finding
yaea im kinda depressed becasue i havent been doing the one thing i feel i am supposed to do becasue im afradi
I was just having that conversation with myself earlier. I was thinking I am probably supposed to be a writer but I can’t seem to make time to write. I.think.It’s.fear
It’s a strange progression. When we are kids, we could do anything but something holds us back, like fear of embarrassment. Then it happens again as teens. Then as young adults. I always think, if I was young again, I would be brave… but then I’m presented with the opportunity again, and again…nothing.
That was a mess of a message..
no i get it
i guess it takes patience
and most of all believig we are meant for more
We can’t be meant for nothing. I’m sure of that.
i cant be average
i know i was meant for more. i must not give up
You never have been average.
You are always more than you think you can possibly be.
we should get together soon
so much typing leaves out
im a crap typist
Yes. We should. I’ve become a hermit of sorts.
yea me too
Hey isn’t texting what 20 year olds do anymore? Haha.. I watched something about how stupid we are with technology..It’s lonely and not real.
That’s what you gave me, reality!
Why are you hermeting?
idk i have trouble with friends
You said that when I met you. I didn’t fully understand how that could be possible because you are such a presence but I understand you now.
I have trouble with friends too
Or trouble with myself and friends maybe.
i often feel myself getting close to people and it feels weird
A breath of life… energy… (I sound like a hippy, I am not)
It is weird to be close to people.
(yes u are)
(I laughed.. ha ha) (but I am not, I’m a farmer and a dork)
3 weeks ago I had a weird dream…it took me a couple days to figure it out, partially…
dreams are bizarre
they seem to be god slapping us in the face
It was of a faceless person who wanted a tattoo “I shall not want KISS”…
hmm like mine…
In the dream I said, dude I.like it but not.kiss….that band is old…
Person said, I.don’t care. I want it…
Haha… It was your tattoo mixed with the.kiss concert at the.gorge or something…..but it was your writing just like your tattoo… I don’t know why that dream came to me
kiss is interesting because
ive been turned off by kissing kind of as of late
with andrea we didnt click on the sex but we would kiss for hours and i loved it
maybe not hours idk
I know that feeling! In high school I loved kissing my bf more than anything. Something sobering happens when you get older, and it becomes less intense…maybe just me
and she would always call me friend and she was the best friend i ever had and now shes gone and idk
Are you ready to tell me
I don’t have any questions. I just know you haven’t ever told anyone everything
i just want to see her more than anything in the world and i dont know what to do
i dont know if shes married
i got a text from some random number saying she was married and moved to south america
but maybe that was her
her facebook once said she was married but i figured she was saying she was married to me
and yet other things tell me she still loves me
and i dont know maybe she is the devil and only plays with me
maybe she is killing me
maybe that is how i am meant to die
maybe i should let her go and not want her back
She isn’t killing you. She is creating you.
but idk becasue i love her and i want to see her
You can’t control your wants. Only your actions.
Tell me how you would let someone go and not want them..I’ll can you a wizard
I’m glad you still love her. It makes me believe in something. I don’t know what, but something.
well also i think maybe love like that isnt meant to be held
like i said i dont believe anyone has ever loved the way i love her, greatest love in history of humans
she changed me and the way i see the world
i used to think i was a person
now i think im the only person
And if you are
then i just guess i am meant to be happy
and make others happy
and thats yin yang
i dont know what creates which
Oh my.universe! Story time with Ali!
Ok, so I got this energy from you when we were in the same frequency…
I just felt different, and was just life! That’s when I.bible dipped BELIEVE for our tattoo. (Not plural on purpose)
I was on a high frequency.
Then, I dropped off….as I knew I.would (per ebb and flow)
*ps this g.damn phone puts periods wherever it wants
Well, the day after I.dreamt that peculiar dream of your tattoo…….
that dream was that long ago?
3 weeks ago…
oh ok continue
Thank you. =p
I bible.dipped again in my “bible”…feeling the same as that day, same mind some emotion…I just let it go…and it was the SAME WORD….SAME PAGE..
I checked if it was weighted from opening..no
I questioned even my own beliefs….
I sat on my couch with my mouth open for MINUTES….
I couldn’t tell anyone
seeing that word again made u question ur beliefes?
Closing my eyes and letting my hand find that one word on that one page of hundreds made me ironically sit in disbelief
yea i have been questioning alot lately
but thats why i try and let it go…
love is the universe
Love IS the universe!
Love creates… That’s you
Create love…That’s me
but ive learned rescelty the value of laughter