my friend has come, my friend has gone
I miss my friend. I love my friend. I may never see my friend again. At night i cry sometimes and wonder where my friend is. Most of the time I think of my friend and wonder if she thinks of me. I live in this world wondering if i will ever see my friend again, and what I want for in this life. I begin to realize that i have no control over the situation and must make the most of this life and every life i will have. I wish to gain and retain the wisdom I already and always know. My tattoos are like scars of you and your memory. I cant believe you may be married. My heart is broken and I want to cry. my heart is broken and all i want is my friend. I am broken and all i want is a friend.
I wish to live in this world with many friends, and grow as close as possible, as if they were something like you. I wish to rememeber what its like to be truly happy with another person. My memory of you will live on. I am thankful to have found such a soulmate of a friend, though it more brief than i want.
I dont think anyone has ever been as happy as i was with you, or i had been thinking of us one day. as time goes on, i believe less and less of what i once did, the way you loved me is not so powerful anymore and my thinking of you thinking of me is not like it once was. I dont know what you think of me anymore. I used to know we would be together one day, and I just dont know anymore.
where have you been
its been such a while
i miss you in pieces
and search for your smile
you play with my heart
and leave me with scars
i search for your light
your love burns all night
my love for you its like a thing
a place, a time, a search for wings
a breath, a hold, a count me in
a way to mold, a heart to mend
friend friend friend friend friend friend friend!